The Wannabe Economist

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Past few days have been busy with First Aid Course and Dota.

Passed the first aid course again today. So for the moment i am qualifed first aider from St. John and Red Cross.

Just had a great Dota game. All 90 minutes of it was great. For once i got more kills than killed, and ranked third at the end of the day. But kudos to the nice strangers who gave tips and cues for me to zap, be it once or twice.

Looking forward to a day of getaway with Mrs Chongky tomorrow.

Exams are over. Didn’t do too well. Not expecting to do well. Simply glad that they are over.

I don’t want to bother looking back and reflecting what i did or didn’t do over the first few months of 2007. But one thing for sure, i have lost my job. Maybe not for sure, but at least for the next couple of months until the end of summer holiday, i’m hopelessly jobless.

I pondered over my value to the them, and figured out that i am probably deemed as one who could not contribute much. No music background. No strong dance background. No time to come out and make merry with friends and students. Not even keen to attempt refresher classes.

Well, truth is, i do dance quite a bit when everyone isn’t aware. I worked hardly than people could imagine. I gathered positive feedback from people whom have taught me in one way or another. Don’t tell me all these are not sufficient.

It’s really ok for me to give up everything i had achieved. The spiritual me has moved on and taken a broader view on the subject. I have chosen to devote the physical me to races, beginning by wearing my virgin race kit last sunday.

Ask me to define myself, i can’t give any firm answer.

But tell me there’s a job opportunity for any of my kayaking / salsa / (maybe) climbing services, i would gladly thank you and promise to treat lunch once i get my pay.

Hey i want to sleep too, but seriously haven’t finish up IE B. For tomorrow morning. Neither am i prepared for portfolio in the afternoon.

GL HF!

What time can i sleep?

In retrospect, everything seems much easier now.

3/4 of a day more to exams end.

I just made a fool out of myself.

Crumbling under stress.

I must nail this one. Can’t let my GPA slide.

Suck it in and bite the bullet. 1 more day to go.

And do remember to watch The Dance Floor tonight. Am sure Soul Fusion is going to come up with some great show, if they remain in the competition that is.

I’m officially midway through my finals.

Nothing too great. Could have accomplish more if i had set my mind on it throughout the semester, which i didn’t. Now i only hope to recover whatever mark i can, the same objective this time of the sem all the way.

I think i is falling sick too. Don’t think it’s exhaustion yet. Probably just not eating too well. Even the plans for summer cost me some worrying.

Damn it just the other day i was hoping to return to the simple days. Go teach kayaking. Hunt for a clean shower. Feel good. Go out and dance the night away. Talk chit chat wave a hand hello. Go home sleep. Satisfied.

Different kind of life. Different satisfaction. Different feel.

AE was a disappointment. Just as i foresee, the paper wasn’t easy.

And i was too slow. Could have done more if i have that bit of urgency right from the start.

Note to self: DO FASTER.