The Wannabe Economist

I think i forgot to mention i is going StanChart marathon this sunday. Don’t bother reminding me that i didn’t train up AT ALL. Sigh. Hardly able to find time for running these days. Miss those good old days.

Let this be the start of running again. Slow jog to complete those 42km, and come back without dealing any shock to my heart or lungs. *keeping finger crossed*

Can’t believe this is the way i am going to run my first marathon after dreaming about this run for years.

And i didn’t get the internship. Sigh.

“Be formless… shapeless like water. If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle; it becomes the bottle. You put it into a teapot; it becomes the teapot. Water can flow, and it can crash. Be water, my friend…”

- Bruce Lee

Macro’s over.

Don’t think i did ok at all, but still relieved.

Wanted to write something chim and insightful and wise. But guess not right after the nightmare-ish paper.

Pardon me for the lack of imagination these days. The only thought that constant occupys my mind is exams.

So now it’s 40 mins more of studying, 6 hrs of rest, followed by 1.5 hr of last min studying before the disgusting paper.

Don’t get me wrong. I like Macroecons. I only regret not working harder on this interesting subject throughout the semester.

I survived the finance paper with a bad headache. It’s just there and refuses to go away with one can of shark (thanks Mrs Chongky) and two panadol extras (thanks Mrs Chongky again.

And i thought i did well for finance, till Lian told me what happened to her finals last year.

Sigh.

And thanks Minsy for the mint bubble tea.

I think i need another red bull now. Red bull is sold out in school -_-” Power of SMUggers. Red bull and study booth. These two things are never so cool here like over this exams period.

is just 2 hours away.

Following that 16 hours to Macroecons.

And i haven’t exactly remember everything. Assume that i value sleep and i split the total hours i have, h, between sleeping, s and studying. Therefore the time i have left to study for Macroecons is (h - s). Plucking that into my yet-to-be-determined utility function…

ARGH FUCK I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SOLVE!

Last night i forgot to add that i have one 1.5 hr interview almost right after Game Theory.

By the way, everything to do with Game Theory has now been temporary retired into our huge ass locker.

1.5 hr away from bedtime.

6 hrs of sleep.

30 minutes to dress up, get everything in order.

30 minutes drive to school.

2 hours of last min browsing through.

3 hours level 2 Game Theory paper.

Fucking morons with no brain replied my shhh with, “if you read up there this is the collaborative study area which means you can talk here. if you want there is still level 3 level 4…”

I shot him an i-don’t-give-a-shit-about-what-you-say-look, but out of politeness i gave a nod and went back to textbook.

Idiot who doesn’t understand what it means to be considerate.

I would love to make more unkind remark at this moment, but they would be biased and not fully justified in this context.

Anyway the small pathetic group of 3 lower their volume after this. So i reckon it’s best to focus on studies instead then in the moment of male-ego-charged create more trouble than i want for myself.

This is it lah. Back down when i should and not bring anything further than i had initially intended to just because of pride.

Like what this European exchange student whom i don’t know but have seen in library for many occasions this week remarked,  “they do it everywhere”.

2 more days to Macroecons

Wanted to do some Macroecons qns before i sleep. But i just realised they are so tough that even with my notes i can’t do much of them.

Pissed. Argh!

Shall go get 2 hrs of sleep then. Fuck.