It has been a while since i attempted to talk about something intelligent on the blog. All the time it’s either about my sorry life or my sorry ass.
SO NOW, i am going to talk about my sorry life AND my sorry ass again.
Wahahaha…
Went Fish & Co for birthday celebration today. The person was really nice. Didn’t bother to check I/C etc to find out if i am cheating her scoop of ice cream, candle and sparkler. =)
Once again, no picture. Because
1) I have no camera.
2) I don’t know how to post a picture YET.
> There is no picture.
I swear this is not fallacious. Definitely valid. The premises are true and the conclusion is, as you can see for yourself, true. Hence the deductive argument here is sound.
Chongky, the sucker for AS.
Well, on the way back to school, i dropped off my application form to work. The person was like “oh you’re the Chongky with all the NCAP and stuff” and then i go “ya” with a polite smile. And then i proceeded to tell him that if i can be sponsored for my NCAP theory course (which isn’t cheap at all) it would be good (in an understatement tone).
I desire to be over qualified. However, i am far from it. Friends who have started with me have gone a long way. Of course there are suckers who dropped out along the way. But let’s not compare ourselves to these people who lost their interest/goal/motivation. I have just successfully pestered a friend for a personal paddle. There are of course some conditions and stuff which makes it not my own, but it will almost be mine.
Thanks Monster. Hope you’re still reading. Otherwise i have already thanked you. Wahahaha…
Well, with a “personal” paddle, can i now say that i have more motivation to develop what is it in me? During summer i mean…
There are a lot of things i want to do. I used to wish that i can work in the gym or hold a job related to outdoor adventures and my whole day would only consists of working a little bit and working out my body for the rest of the day. And then i would waste life away without any career goals. Of course, i still want to make a difference and continue to coach/teach/instruct.
If you are not aware, each of the term consist its own meaning. Depending on the job nature, i suspect i would go through all three roles.
Last night i was watching this programme on Adventure 1. About this Itatian runner who lost his way during Marathon Sa Des (i hope i got the right spelling). He gave up, but survived. And he fought for his survival in the desert for nine days.
I think i know what attracted me to adventure sports in the first place. It’s the uncertainty, the lack of knowledge about your own survival. How you push your own body and mind to the limits just for your own survival. How you evolve to a stronger person.
Many know that i now lack the ability to persue my dream. Body limitation will never satisfy my desire for that adventure element. I can suppress my desire now. But there will be one day i find it impossible to hold myself back anymore.
That day, i will do something.
Climbing alphine mountain, going on AXN Eco Challenge, doing first descent on kayak.
I will find out on that day.
